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Until people are ready to see the truth, they continue to live in a lie.

She won’t forget the conversation you had with her. The seed is planted.

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I read a story of a man that was diagnosed with cancer, he left all he had and went to live in the woods, eating just the wild plants. He was healed after this

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I have read similar stories. there are so many plants that were used for cancers in the past. i am still trying to learn the ones near me.

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Jun 16Liked by Kristi yapp

https://youtu.be/lB1RuUwc6HE?si=EtJ0d4ggcXvcw-aH Dr Scott Whitaker describes the state of farma today as administrating poisons and doing surgeries instead of healing with natural remedies and nutrition

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Jun 5·edited Jun 5Liked by Kristi yapp

Over the last several days, I read every one of your posts about your mom. It's a heartbreaking story, but thank you for writing all this down, so we can remember your mom, and so we can't forget the criminals and the system that killed her.

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They are working hard at making us forget.

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Jun 5Liked by Kristi yapp

I've been reading your blog and it is almost exactly the same situation as my mother. However, my mother was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer in 2016. She was prescribed Ibranz which is oral chemo and was told it would add 20+ years to her life vs no treatment. She never went into "remission" but her cancer was kept under control via the Ibranz. Or so they told us. In spring of 2021 she gladly accepted the COVID vaccine even though I cautioned her that it could cause her cancer to explode. By December her liver was failing (think huge pregnant belly) and she was incredibly forgetful, including, but not limited to: driving 100 miles in the wrong direction getting home from her vacation house (a place she had been hundreds of times), 3 lost cell phones, and a head on collision totalling her car. They finally agreed to do a brain scan at the request of my exasperated dad which showed a huge lesion on her brain. The oncologist stated, matter of factly, that there was no reason to biopsy the lesion because the lesion could not be cancerous due to her tumor marker number being so low. At this point my mom literally told me that her numbers looked so good the doctors were calling her a "miracle". Any lay person who took one look at my mom could tell she was dying. My parents lived over an hour away from the level 1 hospital she needed to be at for her various "treatments" but saw a local primary care near her house. I was becoming so disgusted with my mother's treatment - medicines that didn't work, a hysterectomy that didn't work, vitamins, diet, fluid intake, almost the exact same story as your mom.... One day, around February 2022, my dad calls me in a panic. I know my mom is dying, any stranger could tell my mom was dying - but my mom and dad CLUNG to the words of the doctors that her "numbers looked great", so my dad calls me in a panic and says mom's been to her primary care and her blood pressure is very low and she needs to be rushed to the hospital one hour away. I said, "Dad, What are you doing? You're going to bring her back to the hospital where they're going to run a bunch of tests, find nothing "wrong", but still prescribe her painful procedures and ineffective medicines with terrible side effects." I said, "Dad, eventually her blood pressure is going to be 0/0. Just take her home to her own bed with a view of the lake." He brought her to the hospital anyway where they kept her overnight for "observation" and then sent her home. She died 2 months later in April of 2022 after two rounds of chemo!! This woman was mostly dead at this point and the oncologist prescribed chemo! TWICE!! The first round of chemo was so bad that all of her mucus membranes blistered including inside her mouth and she could only tolerate drops of water on her tongue with an eye dropper. After the first round of chemo there was no improvement. In fact, she deteriorated so quickly that she became almost immobile. Her legs were as big and swollen as tree trunks and fluid would seep out of her skin. When she went from the recliner to the bathroom she left big wet footprints on the floor so my dad, or me, or my sister would follow behind her with a towel to wipe up the fluid. The doctors said that was probably liver issues and totally "normal" as a response to the chemo. The doctors approved my mom for a second round of chemo and my sister and I told our dad, point blank, that the hospital was making a fortune off our mom and that he needed to call in hospice and give her some quality of life before her passing. My parents, at this point, both held fast that the next round of chemo would "knock the cancer out" - per the oncologist. She was approved for a second round of chemo and was dead 4 days after that second round. My dad had finally caved and called in hospice 2 days before she died because he physically could not lift her out of the bed or arm chair. To watch someone die like that is so so gnarly. My mom was a cash cow for this hospital and for the doctors. It's impossible to say if she could have lived longer without the chemo, and maybe that second round did her a favor to end the misery. These doctors truly do not see the suffering they cause. They don't go home with the patient after the false hope that the "numbers look good". There is a patient sitting in front of you who looks like an extra from The Walking Dead and you have the audacity to say she "looks great! numbers look great! treatment is working!" The reality is she was a goner in December which was clearly apparent to anyone with eyes. An honest or non-clueless doctor should have told her, "It looks like you have about 6 months and you're still mobile. Now's the time to take that vacation you want, read the books you want, see the friends you're missing, get your soul right with God." Not one doctor ever advised my mom to face her mortality. The only goal for the doctors was to get my mom as healthy looking on paper as possible so they could pat themselves on the back and say, "What do you mean your legs are the size of an elephants and are seeping fluid everywhere? Your numbers look great! Who cares if you can't eat or drink or blink properly? Your numbers are right where they should be! It's a miracle!" Do no harm is out the window and it's hard to decide if that's due to incompetence, cruelty, motivation for monetary kickbacks, etc... God bless you for writing this. Our moms are not the only ones. Maybe one day there will be justice for our loved ones but I'm not holding my breath.

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I am so sorry that your mom had to go through this. I am sorry that so many have to go through this.

I used to think that it would be like the movies. A doctor would invite patients to the office to discuss options. I thought that they would tell us when treatment stopped making sense. as you said, they kept going until I was unable to get my mom to the car anymore.

I will never go through that system. I would rather die sooner, and die with dignity.

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It just occurred to me as I posted this that what if these medicines, drugs, treatments they give cancer patients are solely designed to bring tumor marker numbers down without actually treating the cancer. And I might not be explaining myself well... but what if... the medicines and treatments they prescribe have been carefully curated over years and years of research to NOT actually treat the cancer but merely give the appearance of treating the cancer. And the mechanism for the drug is to make the cancer look good on paper but nothing more. As in, the drugs cause a chemical reaction that doesn't actually treat the cancer but alters the specific "marker" the doctors look for so it doesn't appear on the specific diagnostic test but it's actually still there... How can it be that so many of our dying loved ones looked so good on paper but walking corpses in real life?

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I have thought this. So many are told that the treatments are working- that there is hope of a full recovery - that they are succeeding. But the improvement is only apparent on the computer screen. Reality tells a different story.

The doctors don't look away from the computer screens. They don't want to see the person.

The human brain is very good at denying reality.

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Jun 5Liked by Kristi yapp

It would not surprise me. But then, I believe it is all incompetence laced with pride. I think almost ALL doctors make things up and pull lies out of their asses. I have a problem with doctors and the medical industrial complex.

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They are worse that car salesmen - at least car salesmen are honest about who they are and what they are there to do. We know going in that the salesman is motivated by money.

Doctors pretend to be motivated by love.

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Why would they, stop treatment, question what you were doing, they are the experts, until they are not.

-Edwin

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Jun 4Liked by Kristi yapp

I just spoke today with a female colleague, she asked me if my gynecologist was male or female. I told her I don’t go to any since 20 years. She was shocked. She said it is necessary to have all exams done, and that she was diagnosed uterine cancer and had an operation. I said I don’t believe in radiation exams that are themselves cancerogenic, and I don’t believe in modern treatments of cancer. She was just shocked. I said that we have cancer cells but our immune system wins over them. And that chemo and radiation make things worse. She said I shouldn’t believe things from internet. I am in much better health than she is.

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Jun 5Liked by Kristi yapp

To get on the medical industrial complex treadmill of death is the worst torture. It all starts with preventative tests..... none are needed. Ever. You are living life as it should be Iva.

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Jun 4Liked by Kristi yapp

Heartbreaking 💔

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Jun 4Liked by Kristi yapp

One thing that I’ve come to realize about other so called “cancer” diagnosis is all the machinery they involve in order to look inside a person’s body. Same with the external machinery testing they appropriate - then tell you something is wrong- then prescribe the pharmaceutical drugs. It’s truly a Monopoly situation on our individual health. There’s just something between the Machine Testing and the diagnosis that seems like a conflict of interest in my opinion. Can their Machine testing be de-bunked somehow? I’m almost certain it can by someone a lot smarter then I’ll ever be!

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In my mom's case - the machine results kept saying she was getting better - while the cancer was clearly growing and spreading. I have heard others say this, as well. According to results they were cured- while their condition worsened. However, in the midst of the disease, it is difficult to remain rational. We look to the doctors to lead us through, but the whole system runs on profit - so its more tests and more drugs for as long as possible.

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Jun 4Liked by Kristi yapp

Exactly. It’s a Vile and Disgusting Business. Either these Doctors are all very Stupid or they’re complicit. They have too much to lose to use the brain that God gave them and do the right thing.

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