Turbo Cancer: Day 134 - October 23, 2022
The Plan
On this day, last year, my mom wrote:
Another tough day with stomach and back pain. I’m in bed most of the day.
Thank you, God, for Kristi’s help. I’d be in a nursing home otherwise.
Tomorrow is surgery! Please, God, help Doctor S find the blockage.
“Sick people find they have to be cared for, worried after, exalted beyond their merits, loved. That is part of the job description of being sick terminally. Your fate reminds those who see you that they are also mortal.”
On this day, last year, I wrote:
The pain in my mom’s leg has been getting more and more intense over the past few days, leading to physical and emotional fatigue.
However, there is hope. Tomorrow is surgery.
The doctor will remove the mass that has been causing so much trouble. He will attempt to find and seal off any leaks. The hope is that this will relieve pain and improve fluid flow. If this works, it will end all of the swelling and pressure in my mom’s leg.
Please pray for my mom, and please pray for Dr S.
Dear God- guide this man’s hand and grant him the ability to relieve her suffering. Amen.
This day, last year, was quiet. It was warm and sunny. The birds and the squirrels outside my mom’s window were busily preparing for the cold winter months.
My mom and I were preparing for a trip to the hospital.
Her bag was packed with a change of clothes, some extra underwear, a pillow, her toiletries, her pain meds (just in case), her I-pad, her chargers, some snacks, some water, her notebook, her journal, her calendar and her pencils.
We had a plan for getting my mom down the stairs and into the car as swiftly and as painlessly as possible.
When at the hospital, we would go to the front door, go inside, and hopefully, check in quickly and efficiently.
Once she was in the room, we would get her into her bed, using the pillows to position her as comfortably as possible.
Soon after that, it would be time. My mom would be wheeled into the surgical prep room. The anesthesiologist would come. With pharmaceutical assistance, my mom would go to sleep.
When she woke up, Lumpy would be gone. The pain would be gone. The suffering would be over.
Quality of life would be restored.
That was the plan.
We were scared. We were nervous. We were excited. We were hopeful.
We were out of options.
My mom was running out of time. She was still alive, but living had become unbearable.
Independently, we each prayed for Doctor S. We each asked God to guide his hand and provide my mom with respite from her pain.
By this point, we both understood the powerlessness of man. Doctors are not God. Doctors are human, just like the rest of us. They are the people who were fortunate enough to pay for education and certificates. Whether they became successful healers or not, we granted them authority, based on their credentials. We assumed that their degrees signified knowledge, wisdom and skill.
We forgot that knowledge, wisdom and skill cannot be purchased. Humans acquire those attributes through experience. It is through living life with honesty and clarity that we become enlightened.
Doctors cannot perform miracles. They cannot control death. The power to end pain and suffering has never been put into their hands. The religion of science has created false prophets, and the masses have been led astray.
False prophets who are in the business of making money. False prophets collecting profits.
My mom’s life was in God’s hands. God would guide doctor S. It was God who would decide when it was time for her suffering to end.
Kristi, I love your Mom! 💖 I love her strength, her courage & her positive attitude! Throughout all of this nightmare she kept her journal and always ended with a quote that was hopeful .She was doing her part. She was believing. She was trusting.
She just didn’t understand that the medical system we’ve always had in this country had been compromised by FRAUDCI, DASZAK, COLLINS et al who have been practicing how to create a BIOWEAPON. Especially Peter DASZAK! Compromised by the CIA at some time in his early life, he was completely onboard using labs in UKRAINE and in WUHAN to create this very “JAB”. The C19 virus is NOT the bioweapon. THE JAB IS THE BIOWEAPON! Remember Victoria Nuland answering Marco Rubio’s question about “RESEARCH LABS IN UKRAINE”? as YES, THERE ARE ABOUT 14 US SPONSORED RESEARCH LABS THAT WE’RE TRYING TO KEEP OUT OF RUSSIA’s HANDS!!!”
Do you all remember that scene in “Red October” where the character, Jack Ryan is trying to figure out how the defecting crew of that nuclear sub, is going to get the crew off? Then he figured it out! Fake a nuclear reactor leak! Well, FRAUDCI et al figured out a way to get us so terrified of a completely normal virus, that we would be willing to PUT ANYTHING TO SUPPOSEDLY PROTECT US AGAINST THAT VIRUS INTO OUR BODIES. What better way to do that than with an innocuous vaccine?? IT LITERALLY MAKES ME SICK THAT THEY WOULD TURN OUR MEDICAL SYSTEM INTO A MURDERING SYSTEM!!
We’ve all received vaccines (THAT WORKED) against polio, small pox, tetanus, whooping cough etc. They all seemed so harmless and they worked! So why not use a system that people trust to actually destroy them instead?? HOW EVIL AND INSANE IS THAT??!!
Your Mom’s willingness to keep trying with a medical system that had been weaponized against her, was not her fault. She didn’t realize that her Drs were not always doing their part. Why the first surgeon didn’t tie off those lymphatic vessels that were part of the lymph node they initially removed is just mind boggling! And the untold suffering she endured because of that Dr’s decision really is incalculable.
So then we come to, why does God allow these things to happen? Why does he allow evil people like FRAUDCI and DASZAK to exist? That’s a very real question that deserves a real answer. For that matter, why did God allow evil people to take the life of His Son? After all, God knows what they are going to do from the beginning. He could stop all of this immediately. But if He stopped it, would their punishment be just? After all, they could say, we didn’t actually do that-we were stopped before we did anything wrong so you cannot punish us just bc we thought about it. It’s like “Minority Report” where they arrest people just bc they thought about something. Where does God draw the line? He drew the line long ago. “Thou shalt not murder.”
The one quality of God that we know we can trust is that He is just. All of the other qualities that He possesses are equally trustworthy. So, we must leave the judgment of all evil people in His hands bc He will deal with them as they deserve to be dealt with.
Of us it is required that we RAISE THE WARNING VOICE! WE ARE ALL PROPHETS IN THE WILDERNESS CRYING ALOUD, DO NOT TRUST THE MEDICAL ESTABLISHMENT OR THE PHARMACEUTICAL INDUSTRY WITH YOUR HEALTH!!! DO NOT BELIEVE THEM!! DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH AND FIND OUT ALL THE INFORMATION THAT YOU CAN. You must take care of YOUR OWN HEALTH BEFORE ANY PROBLEM PRESENTS ITSELF. And then if you must trust your Dr, make sure you know exactly what will be prescribed and if there are any alternatives. If there are, tell your Dr what you want instead! YOU have the power over your own body. And from now on NEVER BUY INTO THE “FEAR MESSAGES” AGAIN!! When you are afraid, YOU STOP THINKING!! ACT NOW for your OWN HEALTH!
“False profits” indeed! Your poor Mom, but she is with Jesus now. But my very heartfelt condolences to you and your family. The “healthcare “ system is sick and demonic!