Since the onset of the pandemic, I have spent a lot of time wondering. There has been so much mystery. It has been difficult to make sense of everything that has been happening around us. We have been living through a time of cultivated chaos- designed to confuse.
My most consistent unanswered question has been: “What is the difference between those vaccinated and those unvaccinated?” I have not been able to come up with what I consider to be a reasonable answer. Why did I stand firm against the propaganda campaign that surrounded the injection, when so many others gave in to the pressure?
I understand that people were afraid. I understand the source of their fear.
What I have not been able to understand is why some were not afraid. What is the difference between the people?
For thirty years, I worked as a preschool teacher.
Early Childhood Educators are do the most important work in the world. They build the foundation of entire human beings. When it is done well, young children are filled with a sense of self-worth, and with the ability to create, innovate and think.
However, Early Childhood Education is a low-paid profession. In Illinois, to work in a preschool classroom, a teacher only needs thirty college credit hours. A teacher assistant only requires a high school diploma. Many of the young ladies with whom I worked chose to teach young children because they had the benefit of bringing their own children to their job, receiving free childcare. Many of the women with whom I worked with were single mothers, who didn’t perceive themselves to have many options.
Many of the women with whom I worked did not, initially, want to take the vaccine. They didn’t trust the government. They didn’t trust the media. They didn’t trust this brand-new, untested form of medication.
Still, as the pressure became more and more intense, I saw one after another of them fold.
I understood. These were single mothers living in low-income neighborhoods. They didn’t have many prospects. They couldn’t afford to work in a different industry, and pay for childcare services. They didn’t have the educational certificates necessary for a higher-paying job. They were afraid of being fired and losing their ability to feed and shelter their children.
And loving mothers are willing to die for their children.
Of course, they didn’t expect to die from the vaccine. They were told, over and over again, that it was safe and effective. They decided that it was not worth losing their job over a principle.
Administrators where I worked actually said to their hesitant employees: “What is more important, your principles or your job? If you get fired, what are you going to do? Nobody else is going to hire you without the vaccine.”
Those words were said to me, and they were said to a large group of low-income workers. Many trusted those in the position of authority over them, and believed that they were being told the truth.
Illinois Action for Children employed over one-hundred teachers, teacher assistants, cooks, family service workers, maintenance workers and bus aides in their Early Childhood programs. By January, 2021, the majority had been coerced into accepting an experimental gene therapy injection, because they believed what they were told. They believed that they had no other options in life.
There were a handful of people who resisted until the end. They were fewer than five. Of all of those workers, only a couple held onto the faith that they would be taken care of by God.
And I have wondered what is was about the few resistors. What about them was different?
Some have called the covid-19 vaccine program an IQ test. I have known all along that that wasn’t the case. Everyone I worked with was smart. There was no hierarchy of intelligence. The idea that it was the smart ones who survived, has never made sense.
Some have said that the unvaccinated were “The Chosen Ones” because they were better, more virtuous people. This also never made sense to me. My mom was the kindest, most loving person I have ever known. She lived a life that was centered around faith. But, she was murdered by the injection. I, on the other hand, had turned away from God. I had done wrong things, knowing that they were wrong. There is no way that I was “chosen” based on a life of ethical excellence.
This morning, I received a comment in my Substack notes. It awakened me to a whole new way of thinking.
When I read that note, a light turned on in my head. Obviously, the opposite of fear is courage. I feel dumb for not understanding that before now. Like I said, it wasn’t an IQ test.
Resisting the vaccine took courage. As
wrote to me, it took courage to have faith that everything would turn out ok. It took the courage of David facing Goliath. It took the courage of Moses standing against Pharoah. It took the courage of Noah, in the face of derision, to build his ark.It is moral courage that that binds the unvaccinated. It is moral courage that emboldens us to continue in this fight.
We are up against world leaders, governments, billion-dollar corporations, and an unprecedented media-fueled propaganda campaign. We are up against threats of tyranny. We have been discarded, shunned and told that we deserve to suffer and to die.
We are up against Satan himself.
But we have the courage to resist. We maintain the courage to fight back with our words.
We have the moral courage to live in and to spread the truth.
Revelation 2:10
Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you life as your victor’s crown.
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I am not a doctor, a scientist or an investigative journalist.
I am a daughter, a mom, an artist and a storyteller.
I have a story to tell about turbo cancer.
I have a story about our failed medical system
I will tell it to anyone who will listen.
On June 12, 2022, after four Pfizer injections, my very healthy mom was suddenly diagnosed with stage-IV pancreatic cancer in her left inguinal groin lymph node, B-cell lymphoma, and melanoma. Her immune system had failed completely. The fast-growing tumors spread to her bones, breaking them from the inside. She lived, suffering, until December 13.
I was her full-time caregiver.
Beginning June 11, 2023, day by day, using memories, photos, text conversations, medical records, my journal, and my mom’s journal, I chronicled the story of her disease on Facebook. I told about the progression of her illness, the failed medical response, her unimaginable pain, her experience, my experience, and how her spirit refused to be broken.
My mom represents millions of people who were deceived, intimidated or forced into receiving an injection. Her story is all of our story.
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While I agree that the decision to not vaccinate took some courage, I think there is more. If you believe that it is your right not to submit to an invasive medical procedure, is that courage? If you refused the shots due to intuition or knowledge, was it courage? If you had religious based objections, was it courage? If you had fear, for whatever reason, of the shots, then obviously, courage was not involved. Doing what you believe is right does not necessarily take courage, just conviction